She is a strong girl!
- Lei
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Isabel sings "My Girl by the Temptations"
Very talented singer already - I know I am biased, but it's just so cute.
- Lei
- Lei
Isabel's Bday Celebration with her playmates
Isabel's little birthday get together with her friends from the neighborhood.
- Lei
- Lei
Isabel's Birthday Presents
Well, what can I say? Isabel definitely got a lot of presents for her 2nd bday.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Sleepless in San francisco
Every once in awhile, I would have trouble sleeping. Tonight it's really because I let little things irritate me and disturb my mind. I know I should let them go so I can sleep, but it's harder said then done.
So I take Pete's advice - instead of watching the inside of my eyelids for hours, I get up and do stuff until I am sleepy - read a chapter in Rays of Dawn, ate some yummy chicken and veggies and rice, watched an episode of "Gossip Girl", and responded to emails. Now I am posting. It's 3:12am. I am tired but not sleepy.
Something in the back of my mind still disturbs me. not sure what it is. I think it's indecision. I hate being wishy washy but I realized surprisingly that I am also a pleaser to a select few in my life. Because of that, I make decisions based on what I think pleases them and then realize they really didn't care either way and if I did what I wanted, I would have made a different decision.
I didn't think I am that person in general, but I guess I am that person in certain circumstances. It frustrates me because it's not like they demand or ask me to act this way. I put it all on myself to be this way because I care, but I think sometimes, I and they would be happier if I cared less. At least I am aware that's what I am doing and therefore I can adjust and change. I know I am being vague but it's late and I just want to ramble a bit. It's making me sleepy which is a good sign :-)
I am nostalgic of the days of childhood when I always just sleep easily. No over-worrying of unimportant things. Adults used to tell me to enjoy my childhood as there are a lot more to worry about when I grow up. I didn't believe them as I am sure my daughter won't believe me. Once I became an adult though, I understood. C'est la vie. Time to sleep and dream happy dreams. Good night!
- Lei
p.s.: don't worry mom, I am fine and healthy. I am sure I will sleep like a baby now and tomorrow :-)
So I take Pete's advice - instead of watching the inside of my eyelids for hours, I get up and do stuff until I am sleepy - read a chapter in Rays of Dawn, ate some yummy chicken and veggies and rice, watched an episode of "Gossip Girl", and responded to emails. Now I am posting. It's 3:12am. I am tired but not sleepy.
Something in the back of my mind still disturbs me. not sure what it is. I think it's indecision. I hate being wishy washy but I realized surprisingly that I am also a pleaser to a select few in my life. Because of that, I make decisions based on what I think pleases them and then realize they really didn't care either way and if I did what I wanted, I would have made a different decision.
I didn't think I am that person in general, but I guess I am that person in certain circumstances. It frustrates me because it's not like they demand or ask me to act this way. I put it all on myself to be this way because I care, but I think sometimes, I and they would be happier if I cared less. At least I am aware that's what I am doing and therefore I can adjust and change. I know I am being vague but it's late and I just want to ramble a bit. It's making me sleepy which is a good sign :-)
I am nostalgic of the days of childhood when I always just sleep easily. No over-worrying of unimportant things. Adults used to tell me to enjoy my childhood as there are a lot more to worry about when I grow up. I didn't believe them as I am sure my daughter won't believe me. Once I became an adult though, I understood. C'est la vie. Time to sleep and dream happy dreams. Good night!
- Lei
p.s.: don't worry mom, I am fine and healthy. I am sure I will sleep like a baby now and tomorrow :-)
Monday, May 10, 2010
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Favorite quote of the day
"it's better to be loved or hated than to be forgotten altogether"
So go out there and be controversial!
Happy Tuesday!
- Lei
So go out there and be controversial!
Happy Tuesday!
- Lei
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Isabel is 2 years old today!
Wow, time flies and Isabel is already 2 years old! She is a darling and such a good girl. We love her so much. Thanks to Agnes' creativity, we have another photo story to share.
- Lei
- Lei
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Pay it forward
I was waiting for the bus in the rain. It took a little awhile so I began to talk to the two people that also were waiting. One is a building manager nearby going home from work. The other just moved here from LA and is a Director for Ad production in the auto industry (basically makes car commercial). He was busing from home to go to the Container store I think. it was pouring.
The bus finally came and we all got on. The second guy then realized that he only had a $20 and the bus gives no change. I guess there is really no bus system in LA. As we all scramble to see if we have change for a $20, no one did. He was preparing to jump off at the next stop so he can get change. I decided to just give him $2 for his bus fare. It just seems so unfair to have to go back into the pouring rain with no umbrella in a new city.
He was so thankful, he kept thanking me the rest of the trip and just thought the world of me. I simply said, people are pretty nice in this city. I have lost my wallet once and my phone once and both time it was returned to me by someone walking on the street. I am just paying it forward. I told him to just pay it forward. Even though I spent $2, it was just the best feeling to help someone else out (even a stranger) without expecting anything in return. If only, we can all act like that more everyday. I will definitely try. Hope you will do the same. :-)
- Lei
The bus finally came and we all got on. The second guy then realized that he only had a $20 and the bus gives no change. I guess there is really no bus system in LA. As we all scramble to see if we have change for a $20, no one did. He was preparing to jump off at the next stop so he can get change. I decided to just give him $2 for his bus fare. It just seems so unfair to have to go back into the pouring rain with no umbrella in a new city.
He was so thankful, he kept thanking me the rest of the trip and just thought the world of me. I simply said, people are pretty nice in this city. I have lost my wallet once and my phone once and both time it was returned to me by someone walking on the street. I am just paying it forward. I told him to just pay it forward. Even though I spent $2, it was just the best feeling to help someone else out (even a stranger) without expecting anything in return. If only, we can all act like that more everyday. I will definitely try. Hope you will do the same. :-)
- Lei
Life is good!
The sun is finally out today and I am snapping out of my downer mood. Why not? life is good overall. I have a great family and business life, a beautiful baby and good friends. What else can I ask for? Besides, in the last few days and weeks, I have been receiving sobering news.
- a fellow Judo friend of Jaime's died of Cancer at age 59;
- a friend of Jaime's mom died of heart attack - I think he was only in his 60's
- our mutual friend's mom went back to the Philippines to retire and died 15 days later of a sudden stroke at the age of 83
- Jaime's high school friend's mom just died as well
- today I show up for work to receive an email about a colleague I have worked with for 2 years - they found a tumor in him that may be cancerous and he needs surgery right away while his wife is having complications with her recent back surgery
Life can be much tougher for many people. We are all mortal and all we have is NOW, so I hope you are enjoying NOW wherever you are. Don't let crap affect you today because today we are alive and breathing and we have to be thankful for that.
hugs and kisses,
Lei
- a fellow Judo friend of Jaime's died of Cancer at age 59;
- a friend of Jaime's mom died of heart attack - I think he was only in his 60's
- our mutual friend's mom went back to the Philippines to retire and died 15 days later of a sudden stroke at the age of 83
- Jaime's high school friend's mom just died as well
- today I show up for work to receive an email about a colleague I have worked with for 2 years - they found a tumor in him that may be cancerous and he needs surgery right away while his wife is having complications with her recent back surgery
Life can be much tougher for many people. We are all mortal and all we have is NOW, so I hope you are enjoying NOW wherever you are. Don't let crap affect you today because today we are alive and breathing and we have to be thankful for that.
hugs and kisses,
Lei
Monday, April 19, 2010
Latest favorite movie
Just saw how to train your dragon last night. It was awesome. You will love it! brain over muscle anyday
- Lei
- Lei
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