No because of the following
- in the mist of trying to find Isabel another preschool as Nihao kids abruptly announced they are closing as of Jan 2012 and switching to Spanish. ugh. a long story. I will blog about it more another time
- since I probably won't have more babies, I want to enjoy these last 4 weeks with my miraculous big belly. Still amazes me how big the stomach can stretch
- so much easier carrying her around in my belly. She is happy, warm, fed without me doing anything. Everything will change when she comes out
- Do I have enough love for two? as an only child, it's hard to imagine having two kids. I love Isabel so much and I am sure I will love this baby just as much but there is still only 24 hours in a day. How to balance the two.... we will have to see. At least Isabel is excited and wants to share her toys with her little sister.
- Still seems unreal that I will give birth soon.
- Not looking forward to my C section - a little nervous about it - although it's planned
- not looking forward to sleepless nights
Yes because
- I can't wait to see what she looks like - how similar or different from Isabel?
- I can't wait to see my mom and dad come and play with the new baby and speak mandarin with Isabel?
- I can't wait to see Isabel interact with the new baby. She will be fascinated I think
- I would like my body back. It's managable right now, but at 156 pounds, definitely don't feel like myself as much. although I think I will miss the big belly in some ways especially the movement I feel now every hour
- I can't wait to breastfeed - will be painful at first but hope it will be smooth after that. The content look and wonderful smell of a baby during breastfeeding is intoxicating
Well, wish me luck. At least I can still work out once a week on the elliptical machines.
Lei
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